Machine, Soil, Glory, Flow

18358749_10211163096686771_5459852355134312984_oIt has not been very comfortable obeying God these last few weeks. How many know He stretches us. Feel out of alignment? Ya, you should. God’s not static. He’s always moving when He shifts hard right you may or may not shift hard right. Depends where you are in the machine. Are you a gear, a lever, a pulley or a wing nut? Maybe you’re a motor or a fuse box in the mechanical machine analogy of the body of Christ.
Because God’s multi-dynamic.
Maybe your season is as a rubber banded belt on two converters spinning, stretching hard and tight like a taffy machine does. Pulling everything out, churning it, turning it, readying it for planting. God can not seed glory in mixed soil. He is not talking about the people around you, but rather the thoughts of conviction within you, hidden deep in reservoirs of your inner water that outlines the outer edges of your soil. Where your spirit abides in the water with your water. The beginning to the essence of God in you. God wants to shower the world with that water. Begin to allow him to filter it, take out all the build up , the parasites, the additives that have accumulated from the pollution you or others, who took care of you when you were vulnerable, opened the door to. Choices that brought darkness and wounds that have eroded the walls of your heart. Time to let go. As you let go I literally see scabies kind of scabs getting up and walking away. I’m assuming this is metaphoric. But I never fill in the blanks.
Wow. Start writing one flow and boom comes a rushing river shifts the flow.
That’s pretty much this season: like a deep long dark exillerating fun breathtaking scary water tube ride. Grab your mat! You can’t steer, so don’t try.
Hold on and keep your eyes on Jesus
Were here we Goooooo!
It all starts with being You
Being Real
Being Still
Asking questions
Hard questions
Jesus did
We should too
Then wait
Listen
Love
Listen
Obey
Rest
Jesus
Trust is worship
Jesus I worship you
Jesus I TRUST YOU

Seer Song

13912529_10208665892338223_7167030542510823001_nOh, my feet have been on clay too long.
Take me up
Up
Up
Up
Lost in your love
Forgotten by time
Captured inside the essence of who you are My Father.
When I look into your eyes
I find the me I so longed to know
Who is this me
And where has she been
Make me look like her
Cause me to feel like her
Arise alive in me this furious love which is the consumption of her name
Because her names in you
Jesus one name
Beautiful song she sings
Glorify His name
Angels sing
World collide
From who you are there’s no place to hide
Afraid to see the me that you call me to be
And face the words of those who says I’ve lost my way and the voice That leads me is not my Fathers words Divine
Words cut my heart
Realization
Awakened from my own childlike slumber
Dumbfounded, head spinning in wonder
Father is that you I hear
Take these words spoken to by leaders in concern for me
Take what’s true and put it inside of me
Lord let you be my truth
Let you be my stay
You give me my all
I hand it to you,
If it needs to go away
For I want nothing outside of your love
And I don’t want wings
if I can’t fly up in heavens great love
Swing me up, swing me down
Bring heaven from the depths of all glory to meet me right here right now in the birth of your story.
For you, the great author
The poet of my soul
The lover of all my being
Great God
Lord Jesus from heaven Divine
To you I surrender even the things I don’t yet know
Or all the places I’ve yet to go
In this moment
The word stops.still
I hand you my days.
I hand you my will
For the things.that I seek
No man could ever tell
And the gold that I’m seeking no man would ever sell
I’m on journey not for the mediocre ordinary or small
I’m not out for riches to stack up on my trophy wall
No the things I seek only my heart even knows if it even does exist
But for a love so Divine
One that paints me w heavens skies
One that spins me around
till I twinkle and ask the Lord of wonder
all the questions to meet his ways
Because the pull of gravity comes so alive in me
An explosion eternal one that costs you everything but worth so much more
than any mere man could ever pay
in the currency; money, sense or through logic’s way
Close your eyes Seer, child of heaven
Daddy’s not forgotten you
He’s blowing heaven’s winds down onto you
Breathe
Breathe
Oh weeping willow tree
Spread your vine and set me free
Father of lights
Lord God of and in everything
I live a life of love surrender in oneness with you.

Breathe your winds on the midsummer night
Keep my world
Guard my world
Let your creation rest
Rest this night in only you
Stillness
Stillness like a wind that tiptoes through
Breath
Breath
Heavens glorious breath of life love life on me
Glorious devotion
Heartfelt emotion
Mysterious commotion
Alive
King of kings
Lion of Judah
Jesus
You make me
Free

The Difference Between Kind and Nice

11046528_10207475492578973_7773927851737907415_oGod finally taught me the difference between Kind and Nice.
He showed me nice is surface.
Examples in and out of the church sound the same. I love you.
We’re behind you. God loves you. You’re family.
That’s as deep as it goes. It says it values. It’s pretty – the surface – but the actions don’t fit the words really. It looks kind but it isn’t. It says one thing but it’s really painful and then it leads you to question. You go through the shame of seeing the descrepency between what is really and what is believed to be – what is. It leaves you feeling yucky, conflicted and torn.
It’s because it lacks substance. It lacks true belief of value which leads to a response, a real connection. And so it gives no hope. It’s presented as love without real agreement with what love is. So it’s love without real truth. It isn’t willing to risk or walk with you, really. It will make you feel good for a second but leave you feeling conflicted.
How many of you know Love without truth isn’t love?

Kind is the sincerity of the love in ones heart.
It always believes. It can do nothing but respond. It feels so good. It captures both love and truth.
When kindness experiences adversity it loves with truth, but it always honors the heart of another. Kindness says I value you in words and actions; in spirit and in truth.

You Can’t Access It Outside of Love

13600259_10208377717654036_3489226368347294810_nA question that I hear a lot is:
Is that good?
Or Is that God or the devil? Lol
Who’s the bad guy? Lol
Is there a bad guy really? Lol
I prefer to shift lenses for me. Outside of better or worse, good or bad and in the realm of it depends. Because truth is every micro story is part of a macro counterpart. What goes up must come down. Understanding lies in this realm but you can’t access it outside of love. Love is infused into the DNA of the nucleus inside the Atom in the inner core of the chamber of the Father’s heart. It holds the key to all wisdom all understanding all knowledge period. Love is the gate that holds the power. Pursue the power see legs healed. Pursue the love and…