Disciplines of Christ

20292904_10211932841689915_2676207561435016533_n“The words I speak are not my own ”
Jesus said
and I get that.
So much to say but when I write it’s never about my need, my want or even what I think. It’s the word of the Lord I feel, taste, smell, touch, moving around alive in me. 
Jesus became the living word.
I suppose a follower of Jesus might want to pursue the disciplines of Christ in addition to the touchy, feel-good, yum yum of Christianity.
Obedience
Jesus waits
Father waits
Holy Spirit waits
If you’re ONE with Christ and you aren’t willing to wait on the Lord,
You might want to check your oneness meter.
Maybe plug it in. It will work better plugged into to the power source.
Waiting is…
the process of a Son or Daughter of the Most High God, following the King of Kings. Lead by the Holy Spirit, revealing the heart and will of the Father who is willing to listen, hear, discern, choose and then choose to do nothing else until the hands of time call forth the next step. It’s the silent, hidden yet completely visible side of Synergy that commands us to come into alignment with who we are and soak in the wisdom we have been fed till We intimately know the ONE who feeds us.

So much more but I hear…. take a sip and rest my daughter. Do you like this woodsy taste, dry crisp and fruity?
Savor, sip, enjoy. So I shall

Fixership Is Not Relationship

15747554_10209961774334463_2547632673295877320_nFixership is a form of religion, not relationship.
A person with a Fixerships mentality can not enter into the true biblical and kingdom version of relationship with anyone outside of their kind of people. They will tell you, “You are Valuable.” In religion, they will tell you Jesus paid the price for you. But to them personally, you are not worth the cost, the risk that real relationship requires.
It’s not safe. The perceived risk is far too great.
Relationship requires vulnerability transparency and authenticity.
Since everything Kingdom and God flows out a relationship, a person partnering w a fixership mentality simply doesn’t have the capacity to do anything or offer anything other than outreach.

In other words, “you stay in your cliche and I’ll stay in mine.” We can email, say hi in passing or in between the Fixership’s very important busy schedule.

A clear red flag for a fixership mentality:
It’s never enough time
They always have to go.
Fixership offers suggestions without a real relationship.

A person partnering with fixership will tell you what’s wrong with you but they won’t invite you over for dinner and break bread with yoIt’s
Its very distant, very surface, with a smile and I love you.

Fixership is not real relationship.
It’s anti-kingdom and is more about the person fixing than the person they seek to fix.
It’s pride and self idolatry; poor teaching, religion and stuffed or undealt with wounds usually stemming from the lie of worthlessness.

The person partnering with fixership needs as much love and encouragement as the one they seek to fix, so if u run into a person partnering with a fixership mentality, be kind but beware.
They may not know just how lethal their love can be to the heart of another.

Remember Jesus died for them too.
Be love, but stand your ground.
Choice and identity is what you sacrifice when you surrender to a person with Fixerships mentality.

When you have a pot boiled over, scorching with burnt stinkfest, first you have to put a handle on on the pot before you can pick it up.

Defining the counterfeit and anti-kingdom mindsets that call themselves Love is a starting point.
Lets have a conversation.
I’m willing to listen. Are you?

Linda’s Story – Please Read!

Howdy, all. I’m Rebecca Trotter, writer at The Upside Down World and a friend of Linda’s. She agreed to let me write a post here in order to share a bit more about the woman behind the poetry, worship and spiritual insights she shares here. Some of you may not realize this, but today Linda is a homeless single mom with autism and the heart of a superhero. 7 years, ago, however, Linda was living the dream.

1915581_1249414868994_7935911_nShe was a successful businesswoman, entrepreneur, and activist with 5 kids, a husband, a beautiful house on a hobby farm. However, when her 4 older children were nearly ready to leave the nest and her youngest was just a pre-schooler, she stumbled on child pornography on her husband’s computer. Faced with the evidence of children being harmed, she walked away from everything but her children in order to build a case against her husband and get help for the victimized children in those pictures.  Not only did she give up the house, the business, her church, most of her relationships, the money and everything that went with it, Linda and her youngest daughter were forced to go into hiding during and after the trial due to threats from people associated with her husband.  Her husband was found guilty on 397 counts of child sexual abuse in February of 2011.

With the trial done and her children safe, Linda was left to start a new life on the other side of the country from nothing. However, within months Linda was hospitalized with uncontrollable bleeding in need of emergency blood transfusions just to survive. Her daughter was put into foster care while the doctors struggled to figure out what was wrong with her. They performed an emergency hysterectomy to preserve her life and keep her from bleeding, but her health continued to deteriorate. Doctors tried to figure out what was wrong with her – cancer? A bleeding disorder? A rare metabolic problem?

Eventually, doctors decided that Linda was suffering from an autoimmune disorder which was causing her body to turn on itself and destroy healthy tissues. They informed her that she could expect this to cause permanent disability and that she would never be able to work again and would struggle to care for her own children without help. Linda refused to accept this grim prognosis. She battled child services to have her daughter returned to her. She went on disability and set about rebuilding a life for herself, returning to her areas of expertise in child advocacy and helping autistic children. She helped her youngest daughter, who also has autism, begin a charity called We 3 Kids which raised money to help children in need and to pay for her to attend a private school able to offer a learning environment that met her needs as an autistic child.18528005_10211222678096269_4788373268916540566_n

Unfortunately, disability payments don’t come anywhere near enough to meet actual living expenses. Maintaining housing became an ongoing battle. At times Linda and her daughter resorted to sleeping in a tent or a camper owned by a friend, without electricity, access to the internet or any of the tools needed to continue trying to build a new life for herself. Along the way, she and her daughter repeatedly had everything stolen or lost until Linda was left with one pair of pants and two shirts to her name. Under these circumstances, still working to heal from her autoimmune disorder, the projects which Linda and her daughter were building fell apart. They would couch surf among friends when able and earlier this spring simply went to a shelter for street people and prayed for the best.

The thing to know about Linda is that even as her life fell completely apart and the rug was snatched out from under her over and over, she just keeps getting stronger, braver and more loving. I’ve watched Linda walk through hell and pull herself back out repeatedly. I’ve witnessed her raise a few bucks to buy sweaters for kids in an orphanage in Africa when she had one pair of pants to her name. She will and has given her last pennies to friends in desperate situations so they could avoid falling into the sort of dead-end situations she’s been facing herself for the last few years. She stops to pray and cry with homeless moms on the street. Worships with abandon at her church on weekends. Took college courses without even having access to a computer or a home. Gives everything to make sure her daughter is at school, clothed, fed and loved no matter what the circumstance. All it took was a hotel room to work from and Linda’s already started writing again here on her blog. This woman is amazing.

Thankfully, Linda caught the attention of a housing case worker at the shelter who was able to secure her a and her daughter a spot in a hotel and a housing voucher good for a year’s rent. She’s still facing an uphill battle to find a rental willing to take her voucher, after discovering that a former landlord had lodged a filing claiming unpaid rent which she no longer has the paperwork to disprove. However, the good news is that by God’s grace, through her own steady discipline and with the help of a few good friends who have come around her, Linda is at least finally healed in body, mind and spirit enough to begin to dream and rebuild again. Because of her illness, Linda’s body won’t ever be able

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A glass wall Linda designed for a hospital

to withstand the rigors of a full-time, all day, everyday work schedule she can’t control that would come with working for someone else. However, in her previous life she successfully built businesses using her artistic and design skills and that is what she would like to do again. Which this is where you get to be a superhero for a real life superhero and her daughter.

Linda’s plan now is to use her skills to start a portrait photography business specializing in kids with autism. Because of her past work with families of kids with autism, she already has contacts inside that community to begin building a client list and a targeted marketing plan. A new website is starting to be built for her as you read this now. She’s already managed to get her hands on a professional grade camera so all she needs now is a few more pieces of professional equipment, some space to work and resources for implementing a marketing plan to get going.

I believe with all my heart that the time has come for the world to give back to Linda so she can soar free once again. To that end, I’ve set up a Gofundme account for her to collect funds needed to get her business up and running. If you can contribute, that’s amazing and she will literally be forever grateful. But even if you can contribute financially, please pass on this post or the link to her Gofundme page so perhaps someone who is able will see it. If you’ve been reading the things she writes, you already know that this is a woman has an amazing heart and a love for God that won’t stop. Life’s been incredibly hard and unfair for her, but there’s not an ounce of bitterness or self-pity in her. Will you be a superhero for a real life superhero and help?

~Rebecca

Machine, Soil, Glory, Flow

18358749_10211163096686771_5459852355134312984_oIt has not been very comfortable obeying God these last few weeks. How many know He stretches us. Feel out of alignment? Ya, you should. God’s not static. He’s always moving when He shifts hard right you may or may not shift hard right. Depends where you are in the machine. Are you a gear, a lever, a pulley or a wing nut? Maybe you’re a motor or a fuse box in the mechanical machine analogy of the body of Christ.
Because God’s multi-dynamic.
Maybe your season is as a rubber banded belt on two converters spinning, stretching hard and tight like a taffy machine does. Pulling everything out, churning it, turning it, readying it for planting. God can not seed glory in mixed soil. He is not talking about the people around you, but rather the thoughts of conviction within you, hidden deep in reservoirs of your inner water that outlines the outer edges of your soil. Where your spirit abides in the water with your water. The beginning to the essence of God in you. God wants to shower the world with that water. Begin to allow him to filter it, take out all the build up , the parasites, the additives that have accumulated from the pollution you or others, who took care of you when you were vulnerable, opened the door to. Choices that brought darkness and wounds that have eroded the walls of your heart. Time to let go. As you let go I literally see scabies kind of scabs getting up and walking away. I’m assuming this is metaphoric. But I never fill in the blanks.
Wow. Start writing one flow and boom comes a rushing river shifts the flow.
That’s pretty much this season: like a deep long dark exillerating fun breathtaking scary water tube ride. Grab your mat! You can’t steer, so don’t try.
Hold on and keep your eyes on Jesus
Were here we Goooooo!
It all starts with being You
Being Real
Being Still
Asking questions
Hard questions
Jesus did
We should too
Then wait
Listen
Love
Listen
Obey
Rest
Jesus
Trust is worship
Jesus I worship you
Jesus I TRUST YOU

Mountain of Love

12828550_10207475348215364_8885759283891232704_oFloating
In the arms of love
I know you don’t lead your sheep to slaughter. I know those before me heard the words You don’t hear God too.
You’re going the wrong way Noah said.
He sounded probably as foolish as I must sound.
Oh Lord give me grace and mercy
Give me endurance, peace and your presence, your Love
God let me surrender it all for your voice to lead me step by step.
Let the world declare me a jester, a fool in the courts of man. Then, Father, I ask to demonstrate how big you are
rise a mountain
crash a mountain
harness a mountain
Make me your mountain Oh my Lord
Not afraid anymore
Won’t run away anymore
I am not afraid anymore
I’m holding onto you God
A mighty mountain of Love you are
Consume me with your love
That I may stand a strong tower foolish to man but so positioned by you
For your glory
God
Loose your life to gain it
Bring it on
I say yes God
I accept the invitation to your love
You alone can have it all

The Difference Between Kind and Nice

11046528_10207475492578973_7773927851737907415_oGod finally taught me the difference between Kind and Nice.
He showed me nice is surface.
Examples in and out of the church sound the same. I love you.
We’re behind you. God loves you. You’re family.
That’s as deep as it goes. It says it values. It’s pretty – the surface – but the actions don’t fit the words really. It looks kind but it isn’t. It says one thing but it’s really painful and then it leads you to question. You go through the shame of seeing the descrepency between what is really and what is believed to be – what is. It leaves you feeling yucky, conflicted and torn.
It’s because it lacks substance. It lacks true belief of value which leads to a response, a real connection. And so it gives no hope. It’s presented as love without real agreement with what love is. So it’s love without real truth. It isn’t willing to risk or walk with you, really. It will make you feel good for a second but leave you feeling conflicted.
How many of you know Love without truth isn’t love?

Kind is the sincerity of the love in ones heart.
It always believes. It can do nothing but respond. It feels so good. It captures both love and truth.
When kindness experiences adversity it loves with truth, but it always honors the heart of another. Kindness says I value you in words and actions; in spirit and in truth.

5 Fold, Inside Out

13958137_10208705928939113_3169722780804904504_oBeen really contemplating the Macro 5-fold so much lately.
I don’t look at what’s wrong. I don’t watch tv read newspapers or do news. I listen to God love the person in front of me and I look at what’s right, but as I look at a world in chaos I think we first have to have a generalized idea of a starting point

1. the church
It’s paranoid fear of inviting real connection outside the barbie club of who’s whos and celebrity status. It’s marketing 101 to get a seat at the table you need to look the part and have gone to the right school to say you indeed are a leader, unless you have all the glitter and glam in the natural , all the cool tools, name drops or positioning that says to the haves…”yes, wow you’re favored by God, sit with us.” It’s viewing of itself mirrored. Translating GOD as the self-proclaimed supreme authority to the world, offering free and moderate priced instruction on how to govern through rules of behavior instead of laws of physics. Thus guaranteeing by cause and effect and the laws of gravity a long term supply of “Look what I did” experiences. Helping others to demonstrate just how ok they are now… until they aren’t.
It’s what happens when you read books that change the definition of what love is. Good loving people think they are loving but in reality they have no intent to actually estabish real relationship which says “I value you” past a smile, a word and a hug at church.

2. The government
It’s conflict of interest with big business, movers and shakers globally. Its fear of and need to squash individualism and the entrepreneur. Fear of those who really can choose. The scary part is the use of fear to manipulate and trigger flight or fight response that overload the body with chemistry, rendering it unable to process logic. They create chaos in exchange for fear and deliver the relief of not having to think or problem solve. First overwhelm and then declare, “We know best you don’t need to think. You’re not capable, we will think for you, it’s ok.”

3. The imbalance in economics that has become parasitic. It really is cannibalism of humanity.

4. The social systems that treat the antecedent which is the mess and then points the finger to the person and says. “NO, you are the mess and here’s our rules of behavior to help you cope with the torment better because there is no real answer. Sorry. I wish I could say more but if you jump through all these hoops we will give you hope only to say sorry but…”

5.The family is so disconnected. Believing that love is a bedroom, a house, a car, a shopping spree. Family time as people on devices not talking till its lights out. Where different means you suck and get it right or go. It’s is more the normal than the exception. Where love has become, what are you going to buy or do for me?

I’d so like to have a conversation if I could only get an invite to the table.
I dont want to talk about what’s wrong.
I want to talk about real solutions that God has taught me. Wish someone had eyes to see and ears to hear and believed a woman with nothing had something so substaial to give the world. That they would invest in me like they do in estabilished ministers and public speakers.
A day will come when I will be invited to speak. When they say, “we saw you, Linda. Tell us what God has put in you.”

I will thank them and then I will go to the most broken person in the church and I will sit in front of them with the mike and I will say, “those who are crushed like grapes are the closest to the Father while being crushed. He is with the broken hearted so you have the most to give us. What is the Father saying to you? What wisdoms are you learning? Jesus said the first shall be last. Let me honor you and drink from your deep well. WIll you teach us your heart song today?”

No religion, no platforms, no hierarchy means you don’t need to control the image; that God values all and everyone equally has something to give. One body means all parts not just approved ones have something to say and that polished is beneficial for marketing but authentic and raw and real – that’s what leads the kingdom

I merely write what Holy Spirit puts on my heart. I’ve enter into oneness with God who got off his throne to enter into the matrix of His creation. He has called us to Him not the other way around with all of creation and God coming to the churcI’m Im not trying to go the wrong way and be seen in the church, but I do desire to shift the power and paradymn. Move beyond changing the words and great ideas which encompasses the beatitudes and brings tangible love in action to a world in need.

Waiting for Green

18699558_10211335194709114_4257591809051096885_oI always feel weird when I flow so much and just go w what’s flowing.
I think it’s a soul sensory from literally almost (key word almost) every person I’ve ever met telling me I talk too much.
Or that I ramble and say nothing.
That’s a lie.
After riding a metaphoric long water slide tube of flow through words, I see that I experience the aftertaste of shame trying to sneak in as a late night snack after a great meal.
People who are kind and care come up w tips of how I can improve like they did. Grace and mercy have been love’s bodyguards in my heart to stay in connection so unseen in is perfect brewing of waiting in His oneness as it becomes mine for His glory, not mine and because it’s for him and it’s not for me His laws of order bring it to me.
It’s beautiful dance of humility.
I’ve been told flowing is imbalance rude and dishonoring of others. That I need to learn to control it but I know the opposite is true. I get to Thank those who truly celebrate me and encourage me reminding me truth. Thank You, Father Jesus and Holy Spirit for always reminding me I’m not the mess or the residual. Thank you for telling me truth, that the mess and residual are organized chaos, a tool to position me and propel me into my destiny which is to be love.
I must say thank you to those key people God has used in my life to love me well without teaching but being so I could learn from my Papa and belief. You are fuel to life. I must also equally Thank those who followed evils lie and chose to be used by God. How many really really know God’s not in control of everything but He holds all things so in essence. He’s control as we are to be. You see he holds.all things in balance and allows your chaos he permitted to stimulate growth. Thank you for being u
I wouldn’t be here without other of you.
I bless you and I ask God to let Glory Light Fall on u

These days I sail the high seas of glory with God. The water is His love
The whisper in the wind is His voice
The ground That I walk on is the shoulders of the Lion of Judah
With all I know and that’s a lot
Though most of it I did not earn by reading, studying or perfecting disciplines.
One night w the King changes everything.
I remember 6 months ago.
I told him, God. I need a opportunity.
I told him, God, they say its green till red.
He laughed. He said it can be.
I was so serious
And not thrilled w the lack of serious God had in such a serious matter.
God, I thought, Stop playing around. Don’t you know they are all saying get a job?
God I need to get going I’m almost 50
My daughters 11.
7 years homeless God???
Are you listening? Do you hear me?
I was so angry at God.
I was.
He.said sit in a bathroom in the dark w Jason Uptons.4 songs playing 24/7 on headphones
He picked and do nothing all day.
No car
No friends
No job
No phone
No home
No business
No ministry
I was like no, That’s not you, God. They are saying go go go
Build, create
The Father responds with opening up the eyes of His heart.
I cried on my face for my world my friends my family my church and my Fathers longing heart for all his children all his creation for 3 weeks.
I heard it said this way, “Do you ever feel like your a screaming toddler and Gods saying take a nap?”
Yep those were His.words.
Mine were fIve got things to do God. For you. For your people for my daughters for my kids for my grandkids Don’t you see the lack?
Lol
He says red till green
I said, Be quiet devil
God says I’m no devil without a word.
He says to me “If you want to build your own path. It is permissible.”
“You can build great things. Especially using your gifts you’re equipped; you know. Its all there.”
“It’s true”
“Create, create, create”
“Be blessed. My laws, laws of order, work, period, with or without me. What is is and will always be but be Careful you don’t rush in a build a castle that by the nature of things will have to fall.”
“I Am the Lord of understanding; The path to all.”
“Sit and do nothing with me. Why do you think it’s a waste of time?”
Because I’ve got to shift this God, fulfill my potential so I can be.
He laughs again playfully, reaches out his hand and touches my heart.
Then He says, So what do you think is more genetically aligned: going out there and getting it done or sitting here with the one who in a second can give you ideas that will change the world?

3 more months of nothingness and I’m in love. Wrecked.
I know about physics, science, wisdom I didn’t earn or study. 6 months on my face locked in a bathroom sitting in the dark with God. Willing to say, “your ways God ?????”
Even my understanding of surrender I had to surrender.
Read a book. Watch a video. Take a class. Build a bridge. Build a house or an empire, if you will
But before you quantify a value and classify something as good or bad right or wrong. . . I beseech you to ask first, What’s your win?
Mine isn’t anything other than 100 percent Being spirit led
living a life of excellence
Dressed in beauty
Girded in His power
Held with truth and love in perfect peace which is found in his understanding which is only obtained through surrender which results in balance and fruits are the Ephesians more.
I gave up my kingdom. It was a good kingdom. It wasn’t bad at all.
It was a path not good or bad right or wrong.
I’m on a different path now.
Its a path Gods laying down.
Its a path where I run
He lays the track
He sets the scene
He brings the players
And I love, listen and wait
Knowing He holds the hands of my time and I’m not running out.
He says run the race set before you.
You get to choose whether you set it before you or He does. He loves you either way.
Red till green isn’t easy.
Being honest
But the person you will find yourself to be when He says green will be one you’ll want to run the race with.
The race you are running is against yourself. He’s out to undo you so He can give you His heart. His power. His understanding. But you can choose to run a race against others and say look at me.
It’s just not Benifical.
The reason we run a race against ourself is because the only finish line is surrender.
Surrender, seesaw or propeled to victory.
Knowing Jesus

10 Bible Verses

1 Corinthians 9:24
Verse Concepts
Do you not know that those who run in a race all run, but only one receives the prize? Run in such a way that you may win.

Galatians 2:2
Verse Concepts
It was because of a revelation that I went up; and I submitted to them the gospel which I preach among the Gentiles, but I did so in private to those who were of reputation, for fear that I might be running, or had run, in vain.

Galatians 5:7
Verse Concepts
You were running well; who hindered you from obeying the truth?

Philippians 2:16
Verse Concepts
holding fast the word of life, so that in the day of Christ I will have reason to glory because I did not run in vain nor toil in vain.

Philippians 3:14
Verse Concepts
I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.

Hebrews 12:1
Verse Concepts
Therefore, since we have so great a cloud of witnesses surrounding us, let us also lay aside every encumbrance and the sin which so easily entangles us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us,

2 Timothy 4:7
Verse Concepts
I have fought the good fight, I have finished the course, I have kept the faith;

2 Timothy 4:8
Verse Concepts
in the future there is laid up for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will award to me on that day; and not only to me, but also to all who have loved His appearing.

1 Corinthians 9:24-27
Do you not know that those who run in a race all run, but only one receives the prize? Run in such a way that you may win. Everyone who competes in the games exercises self-control in all things They then do it to receive a perishable wreath, but we an imperishable. Therefore I run in such a way, as not without aim; I box in such a way, as not beating the air; read more.
Hebrews 12:2
Verse Concepts
fixing our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.

SHIFT

New lenses to see thru?
New mindsets to try on maybe they fit better?

Rules of behavior to control and manipulate “behavior” the fruit”?
Verses, Law of order which governs the universe and how God holds all things in balance?

The trunk of the tree of life stands before you tall like a scale with its branches extended to you to reach out and grab for a reason.

Will you grab a ladder and stretch up high and reach far up to grab the fruit and go make pie to eat?

Will you grab a ladder and stretch up high and reach far up to grab the fruit and go make pie to give a friend?

Will you grab a ladder and stretch up high and reach far up to grab the fruit and go make pie to give one who has no tree?

Will you grab a ladder and stretch up high and reach far up to grab fruit and go make pie and give to a foe?

Or will you sit under the shade of the beautiful tree resting through the heat of the day, listening to the song its leaves sing to you and dream with the clouds and say, Thank You Tree.
And wait for the tree to give u the bushel of apples?
It’s not right/wrong
Good/bad
You or me

What race are u running?
Who’s race are u running?
Run by all means run
But know in order to run you must first be able to sit.
A telltale sign you’re ready to run
You don’t need too run

#Ambition,
#Avoid Being Hindered
#Determination
#Goals
#Grasping
#Heavenly Rewards
#Hindrances are gifts
#Holy Ambition says sit when you want to run
#Life By God’s Word instead of saying it
#Not Giving Up giving up
#Prizes you don’t earn you win
#Quitting isn’t for cowards its for leaders
#Reward For Works of rest
#Running the race What is the race?
#Self Discipline is an oxi mormon
#The Soul Winners Joy found in the garbage dumps of life
#Useless Labour is really useless

Unless You Become Like a Little Child . . .

18738734_10211347735382623_8014570916604507717_oGrow up?
Become an adult
Nope not me
Wrong direction for me
It’s okay if it’s yours. It’s not mine.
Thankfulness yes.
Humility yes
Vulnerability yes
Authentic yes
surrender absolutely
love deeply oh ya
What is love
wait
stop
and listen.
Red till green not green to red.
The adult grow up part? Lol
Nope, not me … never grow up.. saying his child. He personally told me it’s not grow up but grow in and through. Up is the fruit … It happens

You Can’t Access It Outside of Love

13600259_10208377717654036_3489226368347294810_nA question that I hear a lot is:
Is that good?
Or Is that God or the devil? Lol
Who’s the bad guy? Lol
Is there a bad guy really? Lol
I prefer to shift lenses for me. Outside of better or worse, good or bad and in the realm of it depends. Because truth is every micro story is part of a macro counterpart. What goes up must come down. Understanding lies in this realm but you can’t access it outside of love. Love is infused into the DNA of the nucleus inside the Atom in the inner core of the chamber of the Father’s heart. It holds the key to all wisdom all understanding all knowledge period. Love is the gate that holds the power. Pursue the power see legs healed. Pursue the love and…